The world that they created

2011-02-20T15:39:00.002+08:00

I swear that i'm sick & tired of working here .

2011-02-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

OH EM GEE !!
Like finally i got back my blog password :D !
It's been so effing long right ?
Anyway , it's already 15 Feb 2011 now !
&& when was the last time that i really blogged ??
SHAME ON ME !!

I'm at work now . And it's 2.22 am . I'm so bored to death .
I'm sleepy ):

I miss boyfriend .
Ouh i'm still with the same one :D

I will try to blog more okay ?
For now i have to stop cos i need to do diaper changing
and my 4 hourly parameters .

&& don't forget sponging !

Peace yo !

2010-04-15T11:23:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blog . i don't know why i feel like blogging today . I'm supposed to be sleeping but i can't sleep yet . This few days i've been so sick . And i didn't take MC . Hahaha . I miss boyfriend so much . I realy love him . SOmetimes i feel that he don't really trust that i love him so much . I'm so confused on how to show it to him that i love him alot . I've ran out of ideas . Its up to you hubby if you want to trust me or not . I leave it up to you and god , I don't want to lose you again and again . Haesh . I think if i lose you again , i'll tell my mum to migrate overseas . Or i just go stay with my aunt at Aust . It will be easier that way to forget you . I've told you countless times that i just wanna be with you . Only you . Sumpah Demiallah Fyla sayang kan Hakym seorang aja .

2010-02-09T10:04:00.002+08:00

Time check : 10:05

Yesterday met BESTIE !!! So happy (: It's been a long time since i last saw her . I'm glad that yesterday we make it happen (: We met at 4 plus at Bedok . Then went to CASH STUDIO at PRINCESS THEATRE . We sing and took vids and cam-whore a bit . We took lots of vid . LOL ! Around 7plus 8 , boyfriend came and joined us . (: WOW ! Got my bestie and my boyfriend on either side . What more could i ask for ? LOVE BOTH OF YOU SO MUCH LAH !!! Hehehe . Anyway after singing , went to LJS to teman bestie eat . Around 10 plus we went home . Lepak with boyfriend under the block till 11plus . Boyfriend was shagged until need to take a cab home . Hahaha .

2010-02-07T10:04:00.002+08:00

Time check : 10:05

Today is the starting of my leave . Till 15th FEB . Nice right ? But i'm already so bored . Haesh . Anyway i wanna blog but i don't know what i wanna blog about .

Nvm .

Update later (:

2010-02-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

I am BORED !!

-_-

2010-02-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

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2010-01-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

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2010-01-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

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2009-12-22T09:23:00.000+08:00

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2009-12-22T09:12:00.001+08:00

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2009-12-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

today is supposed to be our 16 months anniversary .
but i don't know whether we are still together .

haesh .

no sms
no calls

NOTHING .

i wanted so much to sms/call you .
but i don't know whether i'm still entitled to do so .

i miss you like hell

this past few days have been hell for me .

i love you .

2009-11-25T08:51:00.001+08:00

everything seems different nowadays .

2009-11-12T09:57:00.004+08:00

today is me and boyfriend's 15 monthsary .
i really can't believe that we've made it this far .

SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH !

boyfriend .

i don't care if you hurt me countless times.
i don't care that ur not perfect,
i don't care if people says we are totally opposite or mismatched .

i just want you to know that i love you so much baby .

HALO

2009-10-08T12:41:00.002+08:00

I can make love feel just like heaven
I can be a little devil in bed and
Even clean and cook your breakfast
But am not perfect
I can take off when you need my time
I can cheerlead for you from the sideline
Whisper in your ear so divine
But am not perfect

I beg you for forgiveness for all of the mistakes Ive made
Be patient with me baby am just trying to make my way
Am not a super hero sorry I couldnt save your day.
But believe me when I say..T
hat am sorry
I couldnt wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
Am sorry I couldnt be your angel, angel, angel, angel
Am sorry I couldnt wear your halo, halo, halo, halo
Am sorry I didnt stroke your ego, ego, ego oh no
Yes baby but I guess wasnt able
Sorry I couldnt wear your halo

I know how to put your mind at easy
I can kiss you for all four season
Surprise you for no reason
But am not perfect..no
Fall on my knees and pray for our love
Promise not to let anything come between us
How could you let us fall apart all because i am not perfect

It was like you never knew my heart...
I swear sometimes you are so hard on me
Cause am not everything that u want me to be
Am so sorry,
I didnt want you to see me this way
Am so sorry,
I didnt mean to fall from grace

2009-10-08T12:08:00.002+08:00

Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti

Meski
Pagi itu indah tapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi

Tanpa..
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati

Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam relung hatiku tanpamua
Ku tak mengerti
Takut
aku jauh dari dirimu
dan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati

2009-10-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

I kept hearing that TAYLOR SWIFT's song now in my head . Haha . Oh well . Life's not a fairy tale . Thats for sure . LOVE was no fairy tale either . I thought it was . Till now . People change . Their thinking also change . For now , all i know is things will never be the same like how i wish and hope it will . I miss those moments . I really do . Miss those hands that hugs me tight . Miss those lips that kiss me tenderly . Miss those whispers of 'i love you's' in my ear . Miss those random msgs of 'i love you's' and 'i miss you's' . There's lots of things that i miss . I know you're trying . Just keep on trying . Like what i'm doing now . I never lose faith in this relationship . I miss you . The old you . I know you get what i meant . I'm really trying my best to be better . For myself . For you . For your family .

2009-10-08T10:49:00.004+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend,
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room,
its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts,
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong.
I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

2009-09-13T19:48:00.002+08:00

Wow ! I didn't blog for almost a month . This month was so busy . Yeah . Anyway , yesterday was me and boyfriend's 13 month anniversary . I miss him ! Didn't get to see him as he's busy . Yeah . Haesh . Anyway . i love this guy to bits ! OUh did i mention that i'm working on eve of raya and also on raye itself ? Yeah ! FCUK ! I hate my 'sister' !!!

2009-08-20T19:43:00.002+08:00

After 1 week of werkin non stop , i finally get my 2 days off !! C*bai ! LOL ! Damn tired you know . My shift was like afternoon , morning , afternoon , morning all the way ! And that was why i didn't get to update my blog ! Haiya ! Anyway , i'm like OFFICIALLY 22 !! So old sia !! And also it was me and boyfriend's 1st year anni . =D

I LOVE YOU BABY !

i'm tired .

i think wanna sleep okay .

2009-07-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

I'm sick !!

SIAN ~~~

Hate getting sick !!

And i thought it was H1N1 .
Went to CGH's A&E yesterday morning to get myself checked .
I was also in the morning shift lah and i thought of just going to work lah .
But then , BUEY TAHAN !! My throat burn's like hell and my flu kept getting worser .
So, registered at the counter and they asked me whether i got fever, flu and cough .
And i said yes to all 3 . Then , the person told me to step aside while he get someone to bring me to the FEVER TENT CITY .
So yeah few minutes later this lady told me to follow her .
I follow lah .
LOL !
Then upon inside there , i was told to go counter one to register .
After that told me to go next room to take my vitals .
Then the nurse told me to wait till the doctor calls .
So i waited .
Then i heard this bored voice calling out my name .
I went there and he was like looking at me with a bored face and asked me what's wrong with me .
I seriously want to give that doc a tight slap ar so he will wake up !
Then i told him lah yesterday noon i felt like my throat was burning .
And then went to my nose .
Then in the night i developed fever .
He asked me what is my job .
I really wanted to say my job is to SLAP IRRITATING DOCTORS !
LOL .
I told him i'm an enrolled nurse in one of the wards .
He asked me if i got any contact with H1N1 patients .
I said yes .
My colleague was the one who got it ar .
Then he said okay and told me to wait .
Few mins later , he came back and told me that he's going to do a PCR test on me .
That means throat and nasal swab .
After he says that he's going to give me 2 days mc to rest at home .
Then to go the left counter to take my medications .
All in all , 75bucks gone just like that !

BLOODY HELL !!!

Haesh .

Anyway , i hope that i'm well enough to meet boyfriend tomoro .

Pray that i'll get well okay =)

2009-07-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

I'm miting boyfriend tomorrow :)

Can't wait !!

Gonna spend the whole day and night with him .

:D

2009-07-22T11:49:00.002+08:00

Guess what ?

~~

I'M OFFICIALLY BACK WITH HAKYM !!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

That sentence says it all .

LOL !

~~

FYLA SAYANG HAKYM !!

BAAHHS~~

2009-07-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

Will this HAPPINESS that i gain back last forever ?

2009-07-19T16:05:00.001+08:00

I have loved you . . .

But i guess it wasn't enough . . .

2009-07-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

my blog is getting depressing day by day ~~

BAAHH !!!

2009-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

**BE STRONG**

That's what i always tell myself nowadays . I have to keep a lookout for unexpected event coming my way . Cos somebody ever told me that life is full of unexpected events . So , i have to be strong to face anything that's gonna come my way .

Insyaallah i can do it :)

2009-07-12T11:17:00.001+08:00

One more month to my birthday & i'm so not looking forward to it okay !

I hope that day will be skipped !

2009-07-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

Was reading all my previous entries in this blog .

:'(

How i wish i can turn back time to make things right .

How i wish ure here now right beside me to comfort me .

Haesh .

How cruel of me to think about having someone else's guy with me now .

Tsk tsk .

Sorry .

I forgot he's not mine and not alone anymore .

K time for my crying session now .

CIAOZ !!!

2009-07-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

I feel like DYING now .

I'm so stressed up with lots of things .

Firstly , i may or may not be having H1N1 .

FUCK !

I'm having some of the symptoms already lah .

Like FLU , COUGH , DIZZINESS & SHIVERING .

I think i'm having a fever now .

DAMN !

Secondly , i feel like quitting my job .

It's not about the people but i just feel like i can't keep up although the staffs says that i've got potential .

& Thirdly ,

Next 2 days is suppose to be ............. nvm .

Forget it !

If only my brain works like a handphone .

I'll take out my memory card and throw it away .

It's hard to forget things that should be forgotten .

Why is it hard ?

I don't know .

Anyway . next week i'm starting my shift already .

Okay lah . I got 3 off days for 2 weeks .

If i can only werk & werk .

Not looking forward to off days nowadays coz there's nowhere to go .

I'll be like a crazy person at home lah .

Haessh !!!!!!!!!

I miss someone .

Fucking miss that person .

I got nothing else to say already .

Can't believe that it's over .

Until now .

Yeah .

2009-07-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

HELP !

:(

2009-07-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

Its good to know that you 've moved on .

That fast .

Hope she can fulfill what i can't .

Pray that i will forget you cos no matter how hard i've tried i can't .

But just want you to know that i still love you so .

I know that you're sick and tired of it .

I won't disturb you anymore .

But . . .

If one day you think of me suddenly, know that i'm always there :)

Take care dearest . . .

2009-06-28T11:34:00.001+08:00

I miss him so much .

Why must this happen to me ?

I need him .

I really can't bear to see him go .

This tears kept flowing eversince .

It just can't stop .

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm still holding on to that thin thread . . . . . .

I hope he's doing okay without me . . .

I'll wait till the day he'll be back :(

Don't tell me to MOVE ON .

I can't .

Hope you understand .

2009-06-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

GOD , please give me strength to face this :(

make him see that i truly love him .

please don't separate us :'(

i can't go through all this ...........................................................................

2009-06-13T11:55:00.002+08:00

Training ended yesterday =(

Monday is back to the real world . I'm scared . I'm nervous .
What if my SNM don't like me ? Can i cry ? LOL !
I'm sure gonna miss MAR , RUSHIE and NAD !
Feels like only just yesterday we knew each other . Hahaha .
Pray for me that i can do it !

~HAPPY 10 MONTHSARY TO US~~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR
NYEEMEE NYEEMEE NGENG NGENG

2009-06-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Bloody fcuking tired !!

Just now there's this lifting and transferring techniques assessment -_-
Its like what the hell ?? They give us this thing also in the near future we won't be doing it . The patients are not that compliant ar ! And the staffs will want to do everything as quickly as possible . -_- !! Next week is my last week of orientation . After that i will be going to my WARD 36 ! I'm like still not sure if the staffs are okay . LOL !! Anyway just now dad was at the CGH canteen :) He was teman-ing his friend ar . I miss my dad sia !! Hahaha ! Anyway tonite is PAYDAY !! :)

2009-05-30T13:49:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK !!

~~YEAH~~

LOL ! That's so lame sia !! Hmm there's so fucking loads to update . I'll only update the important stuffs lah okay =) First of all , i've started work at CGH . Yeah . Now still under Orientation programme . Everyday it will be from 8-4.30pm . Excluding SAT and SUN !! Woohoo !! But until 12th june . On the 15th of june it will be back to the ward =( . I hope i can adapt to this hospital's environment . The first time was kinda LOST . Hahaha . Made many friends . But the more close to NAD , RUSHIE and MAR =) You guys are crap but still the best =) LOL ! We know wch other only on the 4th day of orientation but was like kenal lame gitu =D So yeah . Yesterday was my BCLS again . This tym for my one man CPR , i have to do 3 attempts . SHIT ! My ventilation wasn't that good =( Maybe coz i smokes -_- After work , busyuk fetched me and we (farzaana, nad , mar & Rushie + busyuk) went to smoke at one of the blocks . LOL ! Then us the girls not including farzaana went to sunplaza park to lepak coz its like still early to go home . So yeah . Then Mar's 'friend' came . Followed by rushie's 'soon to be' guy . LOL ! We played truth or dare and also lots of stupid and crazy stuffs . Then around 6Plus 7 we ciao ! I went back first to take a shower and change clothes while busyuk waited for me downstairs . =) Then we went to eat at KFC at Downtown . After that , went back home . Was fucking SHAGGED sia =(

2009-05-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

I just realise that now that i'm working next tues , i'll have lesser sex life =(

DAMN IT !

-_-

Boyfriend , i miss our sex =(

I bet you do too =D

2009-05-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm content

=)

2009-05-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

I GOT IT !!!!!!!

I GOT THE JOB !!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

i'll be starting on 19 May 2009 .

can't believe i got through .

next stop, Changi general hospital =)

2009-05-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm so stressed up . Been thinking hard this past few days . I don't know if i made the right decision . Haessh . I know you don't want me to keep running away . But if whatever we hope for won't come true how ? I already suspected that the first time and it came true . Maybe to her eyes i'm not perfect . But she doesn't even know me at all . I'm so disappointed ar that she will just make up her decision just because i smoke . Smoking is a big issue to her is it ? But you do smoke too what ? I hope she will change her mind about me . I really do hope . =(

2009-05-03T13:56:00.001+08:00

I LOST EVERYTHING .

IT'S REALLY OVER .

I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW .

FATE IS SO CRUEL .

FUCKING CRUEL !

TWO WORDS .

IT'S OVER .

=(

2009-05-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

ENJOY !

2009-05-03T10:11:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the wishes babes =)

Anyway yesterday really had no mood ar . I don't know why . Maybe because of 'something' . Yeah . But still went out to meet boyfriend . LOL ! Told to meet at 3pm but he did came under my block at 3pm only i came down 15mins to 4pm . Haha . He's season with it . So , came down and he was sitting at the 'kerusi bulat' and listen to his mp3 frm hp . Then i was like sorry2 i'm late rite ? LOL ! Dah tahu tanye ! Hahaha . Take his hp and off his mp3 ar and then saw something and i was not in the mood already . So , told him to faster walk . I was quiet except when i told him i want cigarette then i talk to him . Then sat down at one of the block and my bad mood came . I don't know how come ar . So , giving each other silent treatments . Then i was like ranting nonsense and giving him nasty remarks all that . About one hour plus ar . Almost two hours . Wtf rite ? Hahaha . Then suddenly i asked , wanna see movie ? LOL ! I was tired of fighting for nothing ar . And he was like okay . Haha . So , proceed to E-Hub . And then thought of watching Friday the 13th but boyfriend's friend says that only the killing2 part is the best . Apart frm that it sux . So , watch 17 Again ar since we really wanted to watch it the other time but was late already . Bought the tix for 7.30pm . Because of labour day promotion , we get 2 free popcorns and 2 free drinks . =D So, we told the cashier we will take the free goodies later as it was only 6.15pm . Went to KFC to grab a bite . And after that went outside Sakura to smoke . Talk and stuff , then went back to E-Hub ar . On the way to E-Hub , guess who we saw ? My mum , stepdad and Juanita . WTH !!! I was like eh my mum ! my mum ! And boyfriend like where2 ??! Haha . If only we are far apart to turn back . But we're like 3metres away . So, praying that they wont see us but it never happened . LOL ! I was like Mama ! And so , i introduced my mum and stepdad to boyfriend and vice versa . Mum was like 'expressionless' as boyfriend put it . I guess she was also shocked to see us . Hahaha . Juanita was like Eh FYLA ! Like 10days never see me like that . WTH rite ? Before i went out of the house i was like fighting with her ar . LOL ! Anyway , luckily mum was smiling lah . Hahaha . The only thing she can say was don't come back late ar . Ish ! So yeah it was like a 2minute intro . LOL ! Haiya ! Sian ! So , on the way to the movie i asked boyfriend that now u at least meet my mum already , you won't be nervous rite for the second meeting ? LOL . So took our popcorns and drinks and proceed to watch the movie . The movie was okay only that zac's body is not hunk like how it was in HSM . But still his 6 pacs is so FUHH !!!! Boyfriend was like eh b my body and his are the same . Ish sungguhprasan.com ! LOL ! But still, it was a good show ar . Hehe .

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE !

2009-04-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

Just doing some random blogging . Can't believe that i MISSED out alot on stuffs. Such as not knowing Aishah's dad is sick. I don't know what Maz is up to lately and lots more. What is happening to me? Memang padan muka if my friends leave me rite? Haesh. I'm sorry friends. Lately i'm not being myself. And to bestie, i really am sorry for ignoring u. Its not bout the u know i know. I'm really sorry. Maybe i've been busy with busyuk and also due to some feuds between us. Haesh. I will make it up to u okay GLADS. I promise. Let me settle my problems first. I miss you girls. I really do. Anyway, i'm going for interview at CGH on 6 May 2009 @ 0830hrs. Do wish me luck okay. I really need it.

2009-04-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

My blog is becoming pathetic now ! Haha . Don't have much time to blog coz most of the time i'm at dad's hse and there's no comp . Hmph ! Anyway , yesterday i met boyfriend around 7pm and we catch a movie , JANGAN TEGUR . Wanted to watch 17 AGAIN actually . But me feeling2 wanna watch horror movie . So yeah we watched that ar at E-hub . Bought the tix then thought of eating 1st but its already like 7.40pm . The show starting at 8.05pm . We just went to smoke then go up again to buy nachos . Hmm . Then after that went in . The show was freaking scary lah but boyfriend says it's not that scary . Yeah whatever hakym dearest .

Tiut2 love Busyuk !
Muacks

2009-04-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

My grandma is warded at TTSH

=(

2009-02-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

HAKYM says:
hey bb
fylaGORGEOUS says:
i was waiting for u
hmmm
HAKYM says:
reli?
fylaGORGEOUS winks:
Play "Crying"
HAKYM says:
ala bb
i was watchin tv
tgk bola
sori b
i tk tau
fylaGORGEOUS says:
takpe
my hp inside
charging
HAKYM says:
okie
i see
fylaGORGEOUS says:
i tot u tak masok
HAKYM says:
den i saw u online
fylaGORGEOUS says:
hw u noe ?
HAKYM says:
i appear offline je
fylaGORGEOUS says:
hmmph
HAKYM says:
asl b?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
noting
can't wait besok
HAKYM says:
hehe
asl eh?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
entah
HAKYM says:
okie
bb. bt pe tu?

HAKYM just sent you a nudge.

fylaGORGEOUS says:
buat pe yang ?
HAKYM says:
just surfin the net
nape u diam seh tdi
fylaGORGEOUS says:
i update blog
HAKYM says:
okie
i see
fylaGORGEOUS says:
abeh tgh tgk lah ni
HAKYM says:
hehe
kecoh
bb
kecoh
fylaGORGEOUS says:
asal
HAKYM says:
ntah. i ni da nk jdi uncle?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yeah
HAKYM says:
aiyo
fylaGORGEOUS says:
HAKYM says:
both side i jdi uncle
fylaGORGEOUS says:
really ?
ok per
jgn step muda
HAKYM says:
eh im still young eh
fylaGORGEOUS says:
Whatever with a CAPITAL W
HAKYM says:
hehe it is in capital
fylaGORGEOUS says:
blueks
HAKYM says:
bb.
i love u
fylaGORGEOUS says:
i love u too
muacks
are u happy ?
HAKYM says:
hapi as in?
bb?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ouh
happy w me
HAKYM says:
of cos i am hapi bb
fylaGORGEOUS says:
okay
i'm glad
HAKYM says:
okie
y u mcm glad?
shld u knw tat lyk always
fylaGORGEOUS says:
HAKYM says:
i mean u shld knw tat i am always hapi wif u
fylaGORGEOUS says:
okay
yang
HAKYM says:
hmmmm
ni tgh bt pe?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
check email
HAKYM says:
hmmmm
abeh u tumbuk i pat mafia wars
fylaGORGEOUS says:

tak leh ehk ?
HAKYM says:
hmmm
kesian i
fylaGORGEOUS says:
tumbuk i alik
i nk tgk
HAKYM says:
tgk pe?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
i nk tgk apa yg terjadi
try
HAKYM says:
da try da
fylaGORGEOUS says:
haha
HAKYM says:
asl u laugh?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
takde
u buat per
main fashion wars
HAKYM says:
haha
no la
tdi je i main
fylaGORGEOUS says:
abeh uat pe ni >
HAKYM says:
ermmm jz surfin otha blog
fylaGORGEOUS says:
sape nye ?
HAKYM says:
u nye
hehe
fylaGORGEOUS says:
kata other blog ?
i bored
HAKYM says:
yeah. i mean ur frens blog
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ouh
kawan i yg serene anak dia cute sey
she's oni 19
HAKYM says:
yeah
she kena the operation kn?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yup
HAKYM says:
cian dier
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yeah
i u tak cian ?
HAKYM says:
mesti la i cian u
tk jumpe i nari
cian dier
abeh mati2 nk tau pe i li
cian dier
bb
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yes
wat u buy ?
theres no hint ?
HAKYM says:
nt tellin u
fylaGORGEOUS says:
fine
HAKYM says:
laaaa
nk mrajok lak
nanti bsk tk interestin la if u knw
fylaGORGEOUS says:
just one je
u bought hw many stuff ?
2 kan ?
HAKYM says:
ermmm. i total ke?
fylaGORGEOUS says:
apa u mepek ?
HAKYM says:
it shld b......7 in total
fylaGORGEOUS says:
semua cost u ?
HAKYM says:
140
so in total uh. each item cost 20 dollar
haha
fylaGORGEOUS says:
u boght 7 diff things ?
HAKYM says:
yup
fylaGORGEOUS says:
*bought
HAKYM says:
it shld b six
bt i guess i bought one more
fylaGORGEOUS says:
semua same item ?
HAKYM says:
nope
mostly diff items
fylaGORGEOUS says:
just tell me lah
pls
tell me one je
at least i happy
i'll stop bugging
HAKYM says:
one item?
ermmm
card
fylaGORGEOUS says:
the things u bought , is it sumthing like a
display item ?
HAKYM says:
nt all
fylaGORGEOUS says:
abeh card tu u tulis or mmg dah di tulis ?
it can be eaten ?
HAKYM says:
i tulis sikit
i tot u stp buggin
hmmmph
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ok2
i'm sorry
HAKYM says:
ishhh
da kasi satu nk tau lebih
fylaGORGEOUS says:
marah sey
ok lah
fine
i'll stop bugging
HAKYM says:
tk mara la
fylaGORGEOUS says:
for today
tomoro i'll start again
HAKYM says:
haha
i tau nye
slamat its lyk half a day
fylaGORGEOUS says:
tomoro u can tell me kan ?
HAKYM says:
ermmm one at a tym
nt all
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ouh
i see
ok lah
HAKYM says:
cos u will knw it wen u receive it
aniwae kn u nt gettin all ur gifts one shot
fylaGORGEOUS says:
hmmphh

i was being irritatimg and he got irritated obviously . LOL

2009-02-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

This is what happened when both of us are bored .

Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
btw..
bsk kuar ke
hehe
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yeah yeah
tapi he dont want to tell me where
ceh
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
sweet nyer
fylaGORGEOUS says:
sweet habes
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
have fun 2moro kaes..=)
fylaGORGEOUS says:
u too
if u jadi kuar
LOL
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
lol..
wonder ape yaya uat bsk ngan mamat dia tu ehk
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ouh yeahh
si dektu
cnfrm nye kuar
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
tu ah..
btw kan kite ade gossip ckit
fylaGORGEOUS says:
apa nye
nak jugak nak jugak
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
pasal si dektu..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
asal ar ?
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
yg dat tyme kak kina kahwin kan
uncle halim nmpk dia tgh romance ngan mamat dia kat carpark..
malu kan..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
serious
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
yup
fylaGORGEOUS says:
drg just kiss ?
or more ?
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
kiss hug hug.. 2 yang uncle halim blang nani
fylaGORGEOUS says:
siol
ishh
makin brani sak dia
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
tu lah..
tau takpe
fylaGORGEOUS says:
pulak kan ramai sdare kita2
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
tau takpe..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
lain ar if they at their frn's wedding
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
mane go muka dia sak
fylaGORGEOUS says:
prangai
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
tu ah.. beh dia nmpk uncle halim tau!
beh dia senyum2 je
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ishh
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
than go jln ngan mamat dia
tak senohs sak
fylaGORGEOUS says:
cibai
sial jer
ishh
tsk tsk
*shake head*
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
aku tarik nafas panjang siak
dgr nani bebual ngan uncle halim
dah lah ke hulu ke hilir ngan mamat tu..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
eeee
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
mane2 pegi pun nmpk dia together sakit mata
fylaGORGEOUS says:
u noe wat my mum say ?
mamat tu like bangla
LOL
tapi putih nye version
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
lololol
fylaGORGEOUS says:
anyway bkn nye hensen sak dia
*hensem
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
dia step mcm budak tu mane nye hot..
bangga sgt
fylaGORGEOUS says:
yeahh
wtf kan
stop it sey
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
mak dia lagi bangga.. mcm da tak sabar nak terima menantu lagi
lol
fylaGORGEOUS says:
my mum ckp silap2 mak dia yg nk kahwin lagi
she heard rumours
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
lol..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ee
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
u.. anak kan artist.. takkan mak tknak bergaya ngan datuk malaysia ke..
jahat sak aku
fylaGORGEOUS says:
siak ar kau
kecoh
eh
one day we shud have sleepover again sey
missed all the late night gossips
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
2 la bila sey.. maybe nanti time march holidays ah.. iqah ade 3 days off..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
okay set
wait
mar hols bila ?
coz me on the 23rd da start werk
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
2 la nak kene check tu,,..
takpe nanti kite check kte blang..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
alright
abeh kita nye gossip sikit mcm panjang lebar
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
lol
ok dok..
kirim salam soon to be abg sedare kuz..
iqah nk log out..
miss u..
c u soon
bye..
t.c.
fylaGORGEOUS says:
ok
see ya babe
muacks
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
eh wait uncle la..
fylaGORGEOUS says:
miss u too
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
bukan abg sedare
fylaGORGEOUS says:
uncle u !!!!!!!
fylaGORGEOUS says:
k lah
have a gd rest teacher
Nur Atiqah Alkadree.. says:
..kk
nyte

Fyi , Atiqah is my niece . But still i prefer her calling me kakak . & the person we're gossipping about is Nadiah . My adik sdare yg so called popular tak menjadi . HAHA . If you guys wanna know , she's the girl who played the role JANNAH at RAHSIA PERKAHWINAN .

2009-02-13T14:52:00.007+08:00

I want this 3 can ? Hahaha !

Credits from La Senza

2009-02-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

Its already me & boyfriends 6th months anniversary . Alhamdulillah that we last this long . I love him so much . Although we always get into stupid fights , misunderstandings and more . Thanks for being patient lah kan . Pray that we'll last long aites !

2009-02-09T15:23:00.001+08:00

i'm really sorry baby .

i didn't know that you had everything planned .

i love you still & always .

(:

2009-02-05T10:37:00.002+08:00

it's already 5th of Feb today . so fast time flies . hmm .
and next week it's already valentines . & i don't think i'll be celebrating it . it's just like any other day . yeah . same as my anniversary . just like any other day .

2009-02-01T11:41:00.001+08:00

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

Well here goes .

1. I LOVE my boyfriend alot .

2. I pretended to love my stepdad all these while .

3. I lost my virgin when i was young .

4. I love my dad more than my mum .

5. I'm really paranoid of LOSING boyfriend to someone else .

6. I dun actually quite like nursing .

7. I hate my body .

8. I'm jealous of anyone who have a great body and always flaunt it .

9. I'm really a lazy bum .

10. I tried commiting suicide 7 times .

11. I used to be bullimic .

12. I want to get a tattoo and piercings at my lower lip and eyebrows .

13. I used to make use of my friends .

14. I still tink that 21st dec 2012 will be the end of the world .

15. I LOVE going to the movies .

16. I hate my stepsister alot .

17. I used to try and suffocate my little stepsister .

18. Actually i wanted to be a reporter .

19. I'm in love with the sweetest irritatingly cute boyfriend .

20. I'm always daydreaming .

21. I still watch cartoons .

22. I stole my stepdad's 400bucks when i was in sec 3 .

23. My mum used to hit my head on the wall for 5 times till i blackout .

24. My dad says he wished he doesn't have a daughter like me .

25. I don't know why i bothered writing this .

2009-01-31T12:09:00.000+08:00

12 more days to our 6mth anniversary .

i miss you boyfriend .

=)

2009-01-31T11:24:00.002+08:00

29/1/09

ok here goes my update for today . well . in the morning mummy told me that she wanna go out .
so , coz of the boredom i followed her . around 4plus then we went out . 1st stop to shentom way to pass the things to uncle at his office . seriously , i was like scared lah with mum's driving skills coz she will asal boleh je . LOL . upon reaching shenton way , we proceed to cecil court lah . his workplace . then , mum went up whilst me and juanita waited in the car . then ,when she came back we went to bugis . to grab a bite at tong seng there . i ordered fried fish soup w/ laksa mee , mum ordered prawn mee pok and juanita no choice must eat chicken rice . haha . after eating , we went to bugis junction to walk around . then , saw this nice necklace with happy diamond costs around 100plus . haessh . then , we bought ice cream at gelare . after finishing that went back to cecil street to fetch uncle . so , this tym i sat in front . haha . went simpang bedok after that to grab a bite again . wahlao . i ate alot sia today . haha . ordered grilled mushroom & cheese burger w/ nata de coco longan . all mine ! fuhh ! seriously i didn't know i can eat that much lah . its the hormones i think . LOL . after eating , it was already 9plus . mummy decided to go massage . yeay ! i was up for it lah . so , went to chinatown . reached there around 10plus . luckily the massage parlour still open . so , went in and treat ourselves to upper body massage and foot reflexology . it's worth the pain . =)
that's the end of the day . went home , shower and really had a good sleep .
i'm such a happy girl . haha .

30/1/09

today afternoon , went to Kak Yam's house for fun . before that , went to Railway Station at tanjong pagar to buy foods . and mum really bought lots of foods lah . there's goreng pisang . keledek . wajik pulut . mee goreng . chicken rice . chappatti . fuhh ! like kenduri . so , upon reaching , i mongle with my cousins and anak sedara while my mum with kak yam and mak long . haha . we went home around 11plus .

2009-01-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not been updating . .

whenever i wanna update , i kept forgetting .

so . .

i'll update when i have any exciting news ok .

for now ,

i'll give a sneak peak of what's been happening with me since new year .

on new years eve , i overnite at 81 with boyfriend for 3 days 2 nights .
& then , boyfriend was on confinement and can't book out . =(
around last week , i had a big conflict with boyfriend .
am not gonna reveal it lah coz i guess its too personal to share and it's better to be kept .

after that we're okay already . i guess . LOL .

then , last fri overnite with boyfriend again for 3 days 2 nights .

yeah .

so , i'll update again soon okies .

loves .

Fantasy 2

2008-12-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

As we enter the room, i quickly push him to the chair and cuff his hands. I grab my bag and went into the toilet. I get myself change while he is eagerly anticipating what is gonna happen next. Den i came out of the toilet in my nurse uniform lyk how he imagine it to be. I know he just love his nurse who is gonna nurse him till he's well tonite. I bend ova to him showing him my nice soft muffins. I reach for his zippers and unzip his jeans. As i put my hands inside, i pull his dick out. OHhhh. It's alreadi semi hard as i pull it out. I look up to him and give him my most cheeky smile . I then put his dick in my mouth and just give it one good suck . Then , without using my hands , i lick his dick and just watch it grow .

...that's just a preview . =)

2008-12-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

Fantasy #1

Picture yourself, sprawled naked across an enormous bed, a mass of soft, feather pillows raising you up so you might regard your chamber. Massage oil – grapeseed, perhaps, rich with extracts of musk and Frankincense and jasmine – flows from the tapered glass bottle in your trembling hand a single drop at a time … each semi-viscous droplet running down into the shadows of your cleavage, a fresh trail of glistening dampness left in its wake. You carefully set the bottle down on the bedside table, and then gently cup your breasts in your hands, pressing them together, smearing the oil between them. Finally, you reach out to where he stands beside the bed. He’s utterly naked, and his hard cock beckons – begs – for your attention, for your lascivious ministrations. You grasp him with a single hand, draw him onto the bed with you, over you, draw his thick shaft forward until it lies between your breasts … and then you enfold him within your soft, yielding warmth. And without a word, with just the desirous gleam of your eyes, you tell him to thrust, slowly, slowly, so that his flesh has time to accept the oil from yours. Anointed, he glides fluently, effortlessly, fucking your cleavage as you hold yourself against him, around him, as you brush the pads of your thumbs across the crowns of your bullet-hard nipples, making yourself gasp with drawn-out delight. Throughout, you control his pace with only your gaze … until he’s trembling above you, until he can’t take the slow pace, the focused deliberation any longer, until the relics of his self-control lie shredded and torn about you, and he begins to thrust greedily, oh so greedily, fucking your softness, watching your wanton eyes at the very moment that his are forced shut, as his shaft pulses and throbs, his seed erupting in thick streams that inundate your cleavage, coat your breasts, splash across your throat. Lie there, and feel the blood coursing through him, hear his ragged breathing begin to subside. Breathe in the bittersweet tang of his come.

2008-12-25T12:35:00.004+08:00

yeah . i'm his naughty girl . lol

the other panty

see those cute ribbons ?

see the cute kisses ?

This is what he bought for me at LA SENZA KL

2008-12-25T11:42:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATE ~

met boyfriend yesterday . hmm . our plan was to watch movie and then chill at pasir ris park . that was THE PLAN . but when i woke up in the morning , it was dark as the rain was heavy . doesn't sound right . ahh , nvm . as long as you understand what i was trying to say . so , i prayed that the rain will stop . it did stop lah . FOR A WHILE . but we just meet lah at 1.30pm . i decided to wear hoodie as it was cold and raining . then when i was bout to went out of the house , mummy dearest told me to run errands for her . pfftt !!! she told me to like buy for her friend a christmas gift . she gave me like only 70bucks to buy for her friend SWAROVSKI . i was like 'hello ? since when that brand got a budget of below 100bucks ?' and mum was like use your money first ar . so , i happily say ok coz i thought my attachment allowance dah masok . haha . so , i was late about 5 mins to meet boyfriend under my block . met him & told bout the change of plan . he was ok with it . then i gave him his present . haha . and he gave me mine . something he bought from KL lah . i took a peek . & like burst out laughing . it was a LA SENZA box . and i know already lah whats in it . haha . notty boyfriend . oh well . so , we walked to the mrt station thru the park . and i randomly asked him what colour he wears inside . he told me to guess . and i was like telling him every colour that i can think of . inc pink , purple , yellow , green etc etc . and he was like 'eww NO !' haha . then i gave up ar . and he was like saying ' what if i told you that i wore nothing inside?' & i was like 'u serious ?' & he smiled . a meaningful smile . LOL ! and i checked from the outside ar . really nothing sia . i was WET suddenly . & was like shit ! we're not watching movie . melepas ! oh well . so , when about to reached mrt , i told boyfriend that i wanna check my posb . up we went to white sands . then when i was checking , it put there $1.89 . PUKI ! so i was like ok . totally not my day . fuck ! then just go ar . to suntec . i'll just make the story short ar . we reached city hall . walked to suntec via citilink . reached suntec . walked inside and reached the plc . took one look and i was like scared to go in . haha . the place fucking fragile . and one look can tell fucking expensive . haha . i was not confident ar to go in and ask . call mummy . die2 she say have . ishh ! so told boyfriend o just walked around first . when walking , we randomly got in a silly misunderstanding . haha . at first it was me . then it was him . then both of us no mood to talk to each other . about 30mins ar . haha . then after that we're ok . sorry but not gonna tell you the details . coz its fucking silly ar . haha . after that call mummy then got a bit of conflict . at last i went in that place and pathetically asked the person there if they have a budget of 90-100 bucks . ceh ! have to use my money . then this lady was quite nice ar . fuhh . lucky me . and she showed me things from 70-100+ . so . decide to buy a pair of ear studs yg crystal for 74bucks . wtf ! was happy with it then proceed to marina square . bought for juanita a small pen bag . that's what it's called . has a barbie design . and pink in color . her fav . cozt me 6.30bucks . hmmppffff ! after that we went kfc to eat . bought buddy meal . hmm . then went outside john little to smoke . then told boyfriend to open his pressie . i was scared if he don't like it sey . but he liked it . fuhh ! and i discreetly opened mine . it was cute lah . will upload the pics . LOL . so after that , we thoght of watching movie ar . but when we go up , all the shows are not to my taste . yeah ! so , decided to go back pasir ris jer . chill at the park . took the train . inside the train , told him i want to buy drinks from coffee bean at e-hub 1st . so ok . it was raining again when we reached . mcm siak ! but was not heavy ar . lucky . walked to e-hub . bought white chocolate dream ice blended . then we thought of gg pasir ris park . but tak jadi lah . coz rain . so decide to sit under the block . reached the block furthest from home and sat down . smoke & took pics . haha . then listen to songs and then his hand start to randomly move up to my breast . haha . and his fingers found my tits . and started playing with it . nice . i unzipped his jeans and start stroking his cock . it was already hard . i like . make me wet . lucky he wear hoodie . coz i can hide his cock from peoples sight . but too bad he can't play with my clit as it is really an open space ar . and also something else . LOL ! you know and i know right boyfriend . haha . then when i get too horny already , told boyfriend to stop coz i want to smoke . but actually to cool mysef down . hah ! k lah . went back home around 10plus . but then we smoked our last cigs . that's when he talked bout 'HER' . haessh . kk . thats it .

2008-12-25T09:12:00.002+08:00

His late anniversary/birthday/xmas gift from me .

ily boyfriend <3

2008-12-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

I'M TIRED !

TIRED of fighting .
TIRED of figuring out what's next .
TIRED of our misunderstanding .
TIRED of being selfish .

HELP !

2008-12-23T11:07:00.002+08:00

i'm contented .

what more can a girl asked for ?

i have the SWEETEST boyfriend .

a LOVING bestfriend .

& CARING friends .

=))

i'm LUCKY to have all of you in my life .

2008-12-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND !

In an hours time you'll be 21 . I post this now coz i'm sleepy already & scared i can't get up at 12am to post this . LOL ! Boyfriend , i hope you'll be having a memorable birthday this year aite . I love you so much tau . I know that we've been together for 4 mths plus but seriously i've never felt this strong feeling like when i'm with you . Hmm . I love your smile . I love your small eyes . I love to see you sleep . I love it when you kept whispering 'i love you' to me whenever you get the chance . I just love everything about you . Muacks ! Once again , happy birthday sayang . May ALLAH bless you always, may whatever you plan for your future came out right and wish you all the best in everything you do sweets !

ily boyfriend <33

2008-12-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

As the morning dew is kissed away by the sun
So my love for you is fresh and new with each passing day
As the sun rises each morning
I find another day in which I can love you
When we are together
I realize how entwined our souls have become
How we receive strength from each other
And how our love is so sweet and pure
I did not find real love until I found you
And my heart will forever beat as one with yours
I Love You today and Always

ily boyfriend

2008-12-21T16:44:00.002+08:00

ok i'm back for part 2

now i'm suppose to write bout the details of what happened in the cinema .
haha .

Let me tell you all bout the juicy , steamy , hot details .

I LIKE !

haha .

ok .

here goes .

well . we were sitting cuddling up again . and the movie started . then boyfriend's hand starts to go to my breast . and i was like ' b . my tits melecet again . ' and he was like ' serious? ' and then i unbuttoned my shirt and tell him to feel my right tit . then he was like ' tat tym i gigit kuat sangat ehk b ? ' LIKE DUH ! then he shift to the next breast . and whisper to me ' b . ur breast are super soft today . ' upon saying that , he played with my tit . i was semi horny already . then i began to look at him and then we kissed . his big bob was semi hard i think coz he put my hand there . and it was hard to tell coz he was wearing jeans . but i just touch him there . his hand never left my breast . i then pushed away his hand saying people might see . i really tried to concentrate on the show lah . but in my mind was 'well wth . just finish it ar . ' so , secretly i began unbuttning more buttons on my shirt . then i began to get closer to boyfriend . like a cue saying ok i'm ready boy . LOL ! ok so boyfriend cuddle me and his right hand went up to my left breast . he still wanna massage it from the outside . ceh ! so i whispered to him saying ' u noe , u can just slip your hand in tau . ' So he did . and i think he's surprised ar . then he put his hand in my bra and just massage my breast . i was horny and wet already . i can just feel my juice seeping through my panty . then i began kissing his neck and ear and i guess i was already moaning by then . and he whispered to me ' b . ur tits are hard ' and me whispering back ' i'm horny ' . i really didn't care bout all those people in the cinema . seriously . but i did ask boyfriend to check blindspot . then he began to unzipped my jeans . and put his hand in . and me was putting my hand in his jeans as he unzipped it himself already . by then i can feel his cock hard already . i wanted it in me but it's impossible . we're not alone . boyfriend then tried to unbuttoned my jeans for easy access . but i stopped him saying later people can see . he says all of them are concentrating on the show . hmm . he then slipped his fingers in my panty and found my clit . seriously i thought i moaned loud . but the show is more louder than me . haha . i was fucking wet . he was playing with my clit like nobody's business . at first it was slow but gradually he began to do it fast . and i was like playing with my breast . i look really indecent by then . damn . how i wish it was his cock rather than his fingers . i just can't hold it any longer coz i know i'm gonna cum soon . so i whispered to him saying ' b . i'm gonna cum soon ' and yeah . faster and faster he rub my clit . and i moan and i cum . WOW ! it was such a relief . haha . his fingers were all covered with my juice and then he put it in my mouth and i just suck it . sucking my own juice . taste good . haha . then i get decent again . and i search for the fries . so i ate fries and tried to concentrate on the show . i did . for about a few minutes . coz he began to kiss me and meke me horny . AGAIN .
So . this tym i told him if i can play with my own self . ANd he was like why can't he do it for me . I'm not sure what i answered him . Haha . By then i think i was telling him to let his cock free . And the hardness of it really add to my wetness . I was stroking his cock and rubbing myself by then . And also he was playing and pinching my nipples . the movie really made me lose my concentration on masturbating . but what the heck i was already horny and on the verge of cumming again . he too was about to cum but didn't coz he doesn't want any stains on his pants . oh well . back to me playing with my clit still masturbating boyfriend too . making boyfriend hard and horny , makes me wet and super horny too . so , i cum .

TWO ORGASM STARIGHT .

i then told him it was my first time doing all that in a cinema .
he's the first . and i bet that makes him proud .
right boyfriend ?
haha . really enjoyed last night with him .
no . cross that out .
i enjoyed every moment with boyfriend .

I LOVE YOU BOY .

2008-12-21T11:56:00.003+08:00

UPDATE~~

So yesterday boyfriend came back around noon . Then he smsed me asking whether i wanted to meet him or not . At 1st i said no need lah coz he's going KL later at nite & maybe he wanted to rest . Then he smsed asking sure or not that i don't wanna meet . After a while thinking , i was like 'wth . i missed him and this is my chance to meet him .' So , msged him saying ok lets meet . Haha . Then i told him meet me at pasir ris lah then maybe when can go watch movie at downtown . Then he asked lots of question lah . So , i smsed him saying can i just kol him . After he said k , i called him and we talked . Yeah we thought of watching YESMAN at 3.20pm ar as it was only like 1.15 when i called him . Then i asked him if he really can make it by that time to fetch me under mummy's block and he said yeah . But we still talked on the phone ar & also msn-ing each other . Then bestie came online & i join her in my convo with boyfriend . Then i intro them at msn . Haha . Coz like susah to meet up ryt . Msn pon jadi lah . Around 2+ , i log off to go take my shower . Then get dressed . Around 3.15 , boyfriend called . And i thought he reached already lah . Turn out , he's at Changi there . GERAM JE ! Told me to go E-hub to book the tix first . WTH ! I mean its already 3.15 sia . That show starts at 3.20 . Ehcheh ! I told him lah like that no need to meet . But indirectly i was joking lah . Haha . I know if i put down he'll get pissed off . So , i just did . And true enough , he called me back saying that he's already at Changi and i say no need to meet . He said just give me my mummy's add lah . So i told him i just sms the add and put down again . LOL ! I know he's pissed & trying to control his anger . That's bad of me lah kan . Hehe . Niwae's i finisehed getting dressed & he smsed saying he's downstairs already . So , i find my wallet all that & went down . Then upon seeing him , guess what ? RINDUku dah terubat !! Hahaha . But i just act normal je . Maintain babe ! LOL ! So , we proceed to E-Hub lah . We decided to watch the 5.25pm show . We bought the tix & then go POSB . The funny thing is , i went there for quite a number of times already but then i thought there's no POSB there . Boyfriend who just went there for the 1st time yesterday said the POSB is there . But me being the stubborn girl i am , says , 'U biar betol ? Takde lah . Kalau betol u ckp ader , kita bet ar $10 .' Then boyfriend grinned and says ON . & guess what ? The POSB is there ! Damn ! Terselit inside NTUC . Ergh ! So , i can see my 10bucks flying away . Alah . it's ok . Hahaha . After me & him take our $ , we proceed to White Sands coz boyfriend wanna change $ and then grab a bite there . So, we walked there . & boyfriend says hurry coz our walk can beat the pengantin nye walk . LOL ! So , we smoked & we walked . Then , go to the money changer & eat at BurgerKing . I kept curik his cheese . Haha . Lucky dia tak angry kan . Hehe . Then there's the case of the late sending of french fries . Hmm . Then around 5.15, off we go back to E-hub . Hmm . We went in at around 5.30 and the movie not yet start . Ok pause . I'll tell you all the details inside the movie theater in a while k . Coz i have things to do now . LOL ! *winks*

2008-12-20T09:11:00.001+08:00

BOYFRIEND COMING BACK IN A FEW HOURS TIME !

=D

see that smile on my face ?
that sure tells all .

ily boyfriend .

muacks

2008-12-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

At last !
I get to change my blogskin .

THANK YOU SO MUCH BELLA !

Yeah ! She took her time to help me lah . I felt so bad but i need help lah kan . LOL ! So yeah .
Rebirth of my new blog . And it's simple right ? Haha . And with no pics of me . Wanna know why ? I wanna keep this blog discreet . No uploading of pics and also no mentioning of my name . Yeah .
Anyway , today got nothing to do except going to KK just now to see the place . i'm missing boyfriend sia ! Its like only 4 days sia . And here i am dreaming of studying at Aust for 3 years . I must be kidding man ! Anyway , i'm logging out .

Mendakness !

2008-12-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

This is my latest update !

I MISS BOYFRIEND ! PERIOD !